How
we have fallen down? Fallen down to the platform of sense enjoyment.
Therefore
you have to begin rising up from the senses, controlling of the senses.
That is the way of self-realization.
"I
did realise that the fantasies were getting stronger and I was becoming
more and more obsessed. After a while, the material you're viewing
doesn't give you the same buzz and you look for more extreme versions.
"Eventually, the most hardcore images you could find wouldn't do it for
you. I recognised that my fantasies were going in a direction I didn't
like and that I might not be able to control myself.
"So, yes, I think there was a danger that I might have tried to get
access to a child, and I really didn't want to go there.
"At that point, I wasn't sure where it was leading, but it could have
ended up with somebody hurt because the fantasy of acting out what I
was viewing was getting stronger."
Bill says: "I was sucked into this world of depravity. I became totally
addicted. I spent hours at work when I didn't need to be there.
"The pull of the material was so strong that on several occasions, I'd
be on my way home and would call Sharon to say there was a computer
virus at work, and I was going to be late. Then I'd return for another
session. It took over my life." go to story
We
can counteract such sinful deeds and reactions by doing pious activity
of various kinds, such as giving in charity, performing penance,
performing austerity, being renounced, being truthful and being clean.
Although such pious acts counteract impious acts, they do not actually
uproot the cause of sin, which is ignorance--ignorance of our eternal
relationship with Krishna. Therefore such sins are compared to dried
leaves which have fallen from a creeper. The leaves may be burned, but
the roots of a creeper continue to exist, and they will go on producing
more leaves, which will result in more sinful reactions.
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TAMAL
KRSNA: [reads from Bhagavad-gita As It Is:] "While
contemplating the objects of the senses, a person develops attachment
for them, and from such attachment lust develops, and from lust anger
arises [Bg. 2.62]." Purport: "One who is not Krishna conscious is
subjected to material desires while contemplating the objects of the
senses. The senses require real engagements, and if they are not
engaged in the transcendental loving service of the Lord, they will
certainly seek engagement in the service of materialism."
PRABHUPADA: Yes. Here is the secret of yoga system. Yoga
indriya-samyama. The real purpose of yoga is to control the
senses. Our material activities means to engage the sense in some
particular objective or enjoyment. That is our material engagement. And
yoga system means that you have to control the senses and
detach the senses from material enjoyment, or material pleasure and
pains, and divert it, focusing towards seeing the Supersoul Vishnu
within your soul. That is the real purpose of yoga. Yoga
does not mean... Of course, in the beginning there are different rules
and regulations, sitting posture, just to bring the mind under control.
But they are not end in themselves. The end is to stop the material
engagement and begin spiritual engagement. So here it is explained. Go
on reading.
TAMAL KRSNA: "In the material world everyone, including Lord Shiva and
Lord Brahma—to say nothing of other demigods in the heavenly planets—is
subjected to the influence of sense objects."
PRABHUPADA: Sense objects, yes.
TAMAL KRSNA: "Sense objects. And the only method to get out of this
puzzle of material existence is to become Krishna conscious."
PRABHUPADA: It is learned from Vedic literature that... Of course, they
are showing us, Lord Shiva, Lord Brahma. They were also sometimes
attracted by sense objects. Just like Lord Brahma, his daughter
Sarasvati... Sarasvati is considered to be the most perfect form of
beauty, womanly beauty, Sarasvati. So Lord Brahma became enchanted by
the beauty of his daughter just to show us the example that even
personalities like Lord Brahma sometimes become enchanted. This maya
is so strong. He forgot that "She's my daughter." Then to penance this,
Brahma had to quit the body. These stories are there in the Srimad-Bhagavatam.
Similarly, Lord Shiva also, when Krishna appeared before him in
Mohini-murti... Mohini means the most enchanting, beautiful
womanly form. Lord Shiva also became mad after Her. So wherever She was
going, Lord Shiva was chasing. And it is stated that while chasing
Mohini-murti, Lord Shiva had discharges. So these examples are there.
As it is stated in the Bhagavad-gita, daivi hy
esha gunamayi mama maya duratyaya [Bg. 7.14]. The whole material
energy is enchanting every one of us by this beauty, the womanly
beauty. Actually, there is no beauty. It is illusion. Shankaracharya
says that "You are after this beauty, but have you analyzed this
beauty? What is the beauty?" Etad rakta-mamsa-vikaram. It
is just like our students Govinda dasi and Nara-narayana molding
plaster of paris. At this time, there is no attraction. But this
plaster of paris when it will be nicely painted, it will be so
attractive. Similarly, this body is combination of blood and muscles
and veins. If you cut the upper portion of your body, as soon as you
see inside, it is all obnoxious horrible things. But outwardly so
painted by the illusory color of maya, oh, it looks very
attractive. And that is attracting our senses. This is the cause of our
bondage. We are being bound up by some false illusory beauty of this
world. Mirage. The exact example is the mirage. What is mirage?
Reflection of the sunlight on the desert appears like water. Where is
water there? There is no water. The animal, thirsty animal, is after
the mirage. "Oh, here is water. I'll be satisfied." Similarly we are
hankering after, running after the mirage. There is no peace, there is
no happiness. Therefore we have to divert our attention back to
Godhead. Don't run after this mirage. Just turn back to Godhead, back
to Krishna. That is our propaganda. Don't divert your... Don't engage
your senses in the illusory material beauty. Just apply your senses to
Krishna, the real beautiful. That is Krishna consciousness. Go on.
TAMAL KRSNA: "Lord Shiva once was in deep meditation, but when the
beautiful maiden Parvati agitated him for sense pleasure, he agreed to
the proposal and as a result Karttikeya was born."
PRABHUPADA: Oh, here is Karttikeya [namesake, Prabhupada's disciple]
present. [laughter] Yes. Hare Krishna. Go on. [laughter]
TAMAL KRSNA: "When Haridasa Thakura was a young devotee of the Lord he
was similarly allured by the incarnation of Maya Devi."
PRABHUPADA: Now here is the difference. Lord Shiva, he is the greatest
of the demigods. He was also allured by Parvati, and as a result of
that attraction, this boy Karttikeya was born. That was the, what is
called, conspiracy of the demigods, that unless one son is born out of
the semina of Lord Shiva, it is impossible to conquer the demons. So
Karttikeya is considered the commander in chief of the demigods. But
here, another example. Haridasa Thakura. Haridasa Thakura was young
boy, about twenty, twenty-four years old, and he was chanting Hare
Krishna, and the landlord in that village, he was very much envious of
Haridasa Thakura. He conspired and engaged one prostitute to defy him.
So the prostitute agreed and at dead of night, with very beautiful
dress and she was young, and tried to captivate Haridasa Thakura. But
he was not captivated. That is the difference. A Krishna conscious
person, even an ordinary person, not in the level of Lord Shiva or Lord
Brahma, he's never conquered by maya. But one who is not fully
in Krishna consciousness, either he may be Lord Shiva or Lord Brahma,
he'll be conquered by maya, what to speak of others. This is
the position. Go on. "When Haridasa Thakura was a young devotee of the
Lord..."
TAMAL KRSNA: "...he was similarly allured by the incarnation of Maya
Devi, but Haridasa easily passed the test because of his unalloyed
devotion to Lord Krishna. A sincere devotee of the Lord learns to hate
all material sense enjoyment due to his higher taste for spiritual
enjoyment in the association of the Lord. That is the secret of
success."
PRABHUPADA: Param drishtva nivartate [Bg. 9.59]. Param,
if you get better thing, you give up inferior quality thing. That is
our nature. Just like our students, American students, they were all
accustomed to meat-eating. But now another student, she is preparing
the sweetballs, ISKCON balls, and they are forgetting meat-eating. They
do not like any more meat-eating. They have got better engagement,
sweetballs. [laughter] Similarly, that is the way. When you get better
engagement... We are hankering after pleasure. Anandamayo
'bhyasat (Vedanta-sutra 1.1.12). Every living
entity is seeking after pleasure. That is his nature. You cannot stop.
If you stop... Just like a child is seeking after some enjoyment, he's
breaking something, enjoyment. But he does not, that... He is breaking,
but he's simply enjoying that breaking. Similarly, we do not know what
is enjoyment in this material concept of life. We are breaking and
building. In your country I have seen in several places. Nice building
is dismantled, and again, in that very place, another building is
raised. You see? Breaking and building. Breaking and... "Oh, this
building is old. Break it." The same childish play. You see? Simply
wasting engagement, valuable time of this human form. Breaking and
building, breaking and building. "This motorcar is useless. Another '69
model." And thousands of people are engaged in that '69 model. You see?
What is that? In essence, the breaking and building, breaking and
building. Just like the child. You see? So unless one has got better
engagement, Krishna consciousness, surely they will be engaged in this
breaking and building, breaking and building. Childish engagement. Param
drishtva nivartate [Bg. 9.59]. And so far our students of
Krishna consciousness, they are trying to get two hours more than
twenty-four hours. They have got so much, so many engagements.
So unless one is engaged in Krishna consciousness, he must be in the maya's
engagement, same thing. People may eulogize such engagement, "Oh, he's
so moneyed man. He has dismantled such nice building and again
constructed another nice building." So, this is very nice in material
estimation, but in spiritual estimation they are simply wasting time.
[sings:] Hari hari biphale janama gonainu, that song.
[sings:] Manushya-janama paiya, radha-krishna na bhajiya, janiya
shuniya bisha khainu. Knowingly, purposefully, I am drinking
poison. Poison. Why poison? Wasting time of this valuable human form of
life is drinking poison. Just like a man drinks poison. He does not
know what is his next life. He's going to become a ghost. For years
together, he'll not have this material body as punishment. You have
seen? Gaurasundara has written one ghost article in our Back to
Godhead. In England, that ghost who fought with Cromwell? There is
still fighting. At night, there is sound of fighting going on. You see?
So poison means this human form of life is the chance to get into
Krishna consciousness and go back to Godhead. But if we do not engage
in this Krishna consciousness, simply engage in this breaking and
constructing, then we are simply drinking poison. That means next life
I'll be thrown into the cycle of birth and death in the 8,400,000
species of life, and my life is spoiled. We do not know for how many
millions of years I'll have to travel in that cycle of birth and death.
Therefore it is poison. Janiya shuniya bisha khainu. I
know this, I am hearing. Still,... Janiya shuniya bisha
... Just like a thief. Janiya shuniya, these words are very
significant. Janiya means knowing, and shuniya means
hearing. So a habituated thief, he knows that "If I steal I shall be
put into jail." And he has heard from scriptures that "Don't steal.
Then you'll be put into hell." So he has heard from the scriptures and
he has seen practically. He has experienced practically, but still, as
soon as he's freed from the prison life, he again commits the same
mistake. Janiya shuniya bisha khainu. We know, we are
hearing from the scriptures, from authorities, Vedic literatures, that
"I have got this miserable conditional body, material body, to suffer
threefolds of material miseries; still, I am not very much anxious how
to stop this repetition of birth and death. I am drinking poison."
Janiya shuniya bisha khainu. Hari hari biphale janama gonainu.
These songs are very instructive. Simply purposefully, we are drinking
poison. Go on.
TAMAL KRSNA: "One who is not, therefore, in Krishna consciousness,
however powerful he may be in controlling the senses by artificial
repression, is sure ultimately to fall, for the slightest thought of
sense pleasure will drive him to gratify his desires." 63: "From anger,
delusion arises, and from delusion bewilderment of memory. When memory
is bewildered intelligence is lost, and when intelligence is lost one
falls down again into the material pool."
PRABHUPADA: Our position is, we are constituted of this body. Body
means the senses and the controller of the senses or the, what is
called, driver, driver of the senses, is the mind. And mind is
conducted, thinking, feeling, and willing, the psychology, the science
of psychology, that is being conducted under intelligence. And above
the intelligence, I am sitting. I am a spirit soul. So how we become
victim of this maya, that is described here, that from anger,
delusion arises, and from delusion, bewilderment of memory.
Bewilderment memory. I have forgotten completely that I am not this
body, I am spirit soul, aham Brahmasmi; I am part and
parcel of the Supreme Brahman, spirit, absolute whole. That I have
forgotten. And when memory is bewildered, and as soon as I forget that
I am spirit soul, I identify myself with this material world, illusion.
Intelligence is lost. I should have used my intelligence to conduct the
activities of the mind—thinking, feeling and willing—and because my
mind is not controlled, my senses are not controlled, therefore I am
fallen. This is the analysis of the whole bodily construction. Go on.
TAMAL KRSNA: 64: "One who can control his senses by regulative
principles and who is free from attachment and aversion can attain the
mercy of God."
PRABHUPADA: Yes. We have fallen down. How we have fallen down? Fallen
down to the platform of sense enjoyment. Therefore you have to begin
rising up from the senses, controlling of the senses. That is the way
of self-realization. Either you practice yoga or practice bhakti,
devotional service, the beginning is to control the senses. So the yogis
and other methods, they are trying to control the senses by force. "I
shall go to the Himalayas. I shall not see any more beautiful woman. I
shall close down my eyes." These are forceful. You cannot control your
senses. There are many instances. You don't require to go to Himalaya.
You just remain in Los Angeles city and engage your eyes to see
Krishna, you are more than a person who has gone to Himalayas. You'll
forget all other thing. This is our process. You don't require to
change your position. You engage your ears for hearing Bhagavad-gita
As It Is, you'll forget all nonsense. You engage your eyes to
see the beauty of the Deity, Krishna. You engage your tongue for
tasting Krishna prasadam. You engage your legs to come to this
temple. You engage your hands to work for Krishna. You engage your nose
to smell the flowers offered to Krishna. Then where your senses will
go? He's captivated all round. The perfection is sure. You don't
require to control your senses forcibly, don't see, don't do it, don't
do it. No. You have to change the engagement, the status. That will
help you. Go on.
TAMAL KRSNA: Purport. "It is already explained that one may externally
control the senses by some artificial process, but unless the senses
are engaged in the transcendental service of the Lord there is every
chance of a fall. Although a person in full Krishna consciousness may
apparently be on the sensual plane, actually, because of his being
Krishna conscious, he has no attachment to or detachment from such
sensual activities. The Krishna conscious person is concerned only with
the satisfaction of Krishna and nothing else. Therefore he is
transcendental to all attachment or detachment. If Krishna wants, the
devotee can do anything which is ordinarily undesirable, and if Krishna
does not want, he will not do anything which he would have ordinarily
done for his own satisfaction. Therefore to act or not to act is within
his control because he acts only under the dictation of Krishna. This
consciousness is the causeless mercy of the Lord which the devotee can
achieve in spite of his being attached to the sensual platform." 65:
"For one who is so situated, the threefold miseries of material life
exist no longer. In such a happy state one's intelligence is steady."
66: "One who is not in transcendental consciousness can have neither a
controlled mind nor steady intelligence, without which there is no
possibility of peace, and how can there be any happiness without
peace?"
PRABHUPADA: Everyone in this material world, they are after peace, but
they don't want to control the senses. It is not possible. Just like
you are diseased, and doctor says that "You take this medicine, you
take this diet," but you cannot control. You are taking anything you
like, against the instruction of the physician. Then how you can be
cured? Similarly, we want cure of the chaotic condition of this
material world, we want peace and prosperity, but we are not ready to
control the senses. We do not know how to control the senses. We do not
know the real yogic principle of controlling the senses. So there is no
possibility of peace. Kutah shantir ayuktasya. The exact
word is there in the Bhagavad-gita. If you are not
engaged in Krishna consciousness, there is no possibility of peace.
Artificially, you may try for it. It is not possible. Go on.
TAMAL KRSNA: 67: "As a boat on the water is swept away by a strong
wind, even so, one of the senses in which the mind becomes fixed can
carry away a man's intelligence."
PRABHUPADA: Yes. If you... Suppose on the Pacific Ocean you are on a
boat or on a nice seat, but if you have no controlling capacity, one
wave of that Pacific Ocean can immediately bring you to the bottom of
the sea. So this is required. We are in the midst of the Pacific Ocean
of this mayika world. Samsara-samudra. It is called samudra.
So at any moment our boat can be topsy-turvied if we have no
controlling power. Yes.
TAMAL KRSNA: 68: "Therefore, O mighty armed, one whose senses are
restrained from their object is certainly of steady intelligence."
PRABHUPADA: Yes. Now, one whose sense are restrained... This human life
is meant for restraining the senses. Tapah. This is called tapasya,
penance. Suppose I am habituated to some type of sense gratification.
Now, I take to Krishna consciousness. My spiritual master or the
scripture says, "Don't do this." So in the beginning, I may feel some
inconvenience, but if you can tolerate that, that is tapasya.
That is tapasya. Tapasya means I am feeling some
inconvenience, bodily, but I am tolerating. That is called tapasya.
And this human form of life is meant for that tapasya. Not that
because my senses are demanding this satisfaction, I shall immediately
offer. No. I shall train myself in such a way that my senses may
demand, "My dear sir, give me this facility," I will say, "No. You
cannot have." This is called gosvami or svami. At the
present moment, everyone, we are, we have made our svami or
master the senses, and when you actually become the master of the
senses, then you are svami or gosvami. That is the
significance of svami and gosvami. It is not the dress.
One who has controlling power, one who is not dictated by the senses,
one who is not servant of the senses. My tongue is dictating, "Please
take me to that restaurant and eat sticks." What is that sticks?
DEVOTEE: Steak.
PRABHUPADA: Steak? What is that spelling?
DEVOTEE: S-t-e-a-k.
PRABHUPADA: So anyway... Or that fried chicken. Yes. So tongue is
dictating me. But if you can control your tongue, "No. I'll give you
sweetballs. Don't go there." [laughter] Then you'll become master of
the senses. You see? The others are trying that "Don't go there," only.
That is impossible. The tongue must have something beautiful. Otherwise
it is not possible. That is artificial. If the tongue, you give him
something more beautiful than this fried chicken or steak or this or
that, it will stop. That is the policy. Our policy is that. We can give
that, what is called, casein fried with rice. How nice it is. He'll
forget meat-eating. So this is the policy, Krishna consciousness. All
the senses should be supplied something. Not artificially stop it. That
is not possible. That is not possible. Others, they are simply trying
artificially to stop the function of the senses. No. That is not
possible. Our policy is tat-paratvena nirmalam [Chaitanya-charitamrita
Madhya 19.170]. You can purify the activities of the senses, being
engaged in Krishna consciousness. Then senses will not disturb you. If
you want to control the senses, you have to control the tongue first of
all. Then you will be able to control other senses very easily. So you
give tongue the engagement of chanting Hare Krishna, and for tasting
Krishna prasadam you'll find that your other senses are already
controlled. This is the key of controlling our senses, the tongue. And
if you give privilege and indulgence to the tongue, you'll never be
able to control other senses. This is the secret of controlling senses.